Blind Faith

B L I N D F A I T H ::: There is a strange and beautiful pain in allowing your entire life to dissolve, and burn away... not knowing what and who will stay, or go... not knowing what it will look like, or feel like, or be like in the next step, or the next 100 steps.

My higher self + Spirit called me to walk by faith, not by sight, trusting in that which I couldn’t see... and I devoted my daily path to Trusting that guidance, even when the flames were licking my calves as I stepped and my heart was cracked open more times than I can count and in more ways than I knew possible... I felt space created in my cells and every part of my being, and in the initial resistance, it felt like a million deaths.

And I began to understand and feel that it’s not pain at all. (Okay, well, maybe it is)... but it is also the choice of an embodied expansion so G R E A T that, for me, it requires both devoted Trust in and complete Surrender to Spirit... and in that sacred, solitary space, layer after layer of “loving and letting go,” dissolving within the chrysalis 🦋 I/we/you get to the luminal core. And you S E E yourself. And you F E E L the Truth of who you are. And there is no fear. And that strange and beautiful ‘pain’ tells you her real name is Union (fully connected, embodied Unconditional Love), and she’s here for you. She IS you. And you’re ready. And her gift, your gift, is (Re)Birth - Re-Configuration - New Life.

And in this sacred embrace, even with eyes closed... I was blind, but now, I see.